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[He was in trouble. He knew it. There was nothing he could do about it. He couldn't run, he couldn't hide, and he could never disobey.
So he waited for her. He waited for her to call, and he waited for her to punish him.]
((OOC: This is for Grace and Brera only. WARNING. This will be... oh god I don't even know. It's going to be intense, there's going to be physical and psychological torture involved, and it's not going to be pretty.))
So he waited for her. He waited for her to call, and he waited for her to punish him.]
((OOC: This is for Grace and Brera only. WARNING. This will be... oh god I don't even know. It's going to be intense, there's going to be physical and psychological torture involved, and it's not going to be pretty.))
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Date: 2011-03-01 01:28 am (UTC)You feel her hold you, hear her telling you it's alright. For the moment, she's forgiven you.
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Date: 2011-03-01 01:32 am (UTC)Brera's fist clenches slightly and he ducks his head. He doesn't deserve this.]
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Date: 2011-03-01 01:44 am (UTC)[He twists and turns in reaction to something in his own mind. Incestuous bastard... Oh, well.] Let yourself lean back into her arms, let her hands run through your hair, massage your shoulders... This is the moment you want, isn't it.
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Date: 2011-03-01 01:52 am (UTC)It's not that he doesn't like it, but... it's not right.
It's only making him confused.]
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Date: 2011-03-01 01:59 am (UTC)[Yes... The confusion is predicted; the turmoil. For now, it needs to be eased. So it can be brought up in full force later.]
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Date: 2011-03-01 02:03 am (UTC)But... Ranka wants him to relax.
So he has to try.
Slowly,
slowly,
he begins to relax.]
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Date: 2011-03-01 02:15 am (UTC)It's only you two, this is all you want. Her to hold you like this, caressing your hair, your face, your chest. She talks to you, asking you if you like it, if you're alright.
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Date: 2011-03-01 02:35 am (UTC)He wants to like it. He wants to run away. He wants to stand up and ask why, what's going on, what's the purpose of all this. He wants to go home.
He doesn't know where home is.
He doesn't know what home means.
The closest to home he can be is here, with Ranka, and he doesn't know why.]
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Date: 2011-03-01 03:01 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-03-01 03:07 am (UTC)But none of it is quite right.]
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Date: 2011-03-01 03:32 am (UTC)[He was not comfortable, at ease yet. That was not conclusive to her desires. She would force him, if she had to.]
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Date: 2011-03-01 04:42 am (UTC)His thoughts began to untangle slowly as his body relaxed.]
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Date: 2011-03-01 05:57 am (UTC)[For now, she will let him dream disillusioned. More the pity for when she wakes him up.]
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Date: 2011-03-01 05:33 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-03-01 07:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-03-01 07:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-03-01 07:23 pm (UTC)[It was time to break the illusion.] Sh struggles.
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Date: 2011-03-01 07:26 pm (UTC)Of course.
There's no point in holding on to her if she didn't want it.
So he lets her go.
He sits up, even though his eyes are still closed.]
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Date: 2011-03-01 07:30 pm (UTC)Wake up, Antares-1.
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Date: 2011-03-01 07:34 pm (UTC)But his eyes are dead somehow. The only thing in his life that meant anything had been taken away, even if it was only in a dream.
For him, the dream was real.]
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Date: 2011-03-02 12:11 am (UTC)Was that such a loss?
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Date: 2011-03-02 12:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-03-02 03:15 am (UTC)[Of course it is, but that didn't mean she had to act like she knew that. It...gave sort of an edge to things, right? Of course.]
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Date: 2011-03-02 03:19 am (UTC)It is.